Niki Z's Blog
Jan
25

"I excercise to stay chubby."

My favorite quote is "I excercise to stay chubby!"

I used to envy those really hungry girls asking the sales associate for a 2 or even a 0 because the size 4 jeans that she tried on were too big. I don't envy them anymore I'm just kind of scared of them. Think about it what in gods name fits into a size 2 or even a zero. I guess she found some jeans that fit her because I saw her buying a few pairs of jeans as I looked for a bigger top so my boobs didn't look squished.

Hey cookies are good and Coronas are not fat free so the idea of me becoming a size like that is insane. Have fun and nibble I say.

So as the new year started and a couple of really toned and smiling models were looking at me from the covers of my favorite magazines, I figured "Why not?" Why not drop a couple of pounds and get into the bathing suit of my dreams without rocking the sarong or soffees. Not to mention the fact that I decided to return to my summer positon and play at being "Lars" at the lake screaming "Buddy Check!" Hey at least I'll look good from the bottom down. I've never had problems feeling self concious of my top half. Tay has actually told me I should share the wealth.

Not gonna happen!

I love my body.... well actually I like my body and on some days I love my body. Those days are when the size 2 girls with no cleavage wonder if I've bought mine or if they are natural. By the way they're real. Overall I'm a pretty curvy girl but I know that I'm in decent enough shape to keep up with 40 ten year old girls at a sports camp. I love hearing "your so lucky but you'd be even hotter if you lost some weight. I think it's so funny when people tell I'd be so gorgeous if I lost some weight. The worst part of that is they insist they aren't being offensive. Silly people have a Corona and some chips and salsa and relax.

I'm not stressing about it so why are you? How exactlly is it effecting you?

Answer that.

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